God bless the US of A

It's July 5th now. And I had a superb Freedom Day!! I spent it fellowshiping with my family and loving people of my church!

WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. . .please remember only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you. . .JESUS CHRIST and the AMERICAN SOLDIERS! One died for your soul, the other died for your freedom! GOD BLESS THE USA!

Friday, the 2nd, my friend that I haven't seen in 3-4 years came over and saw me. His name is Brian. It was slightly weird but I enjoyed his company and learned that I do miss the old days but maybe God's telling me to stop lingering in my past. That's probably the hardest thing though because I hate change so I hold onto what hasn't changed. . .my memories. I'm scared of losing them and scared of more change to come. Any way I am glad I got to see him.

Okay so I have a friend named Madeline. She has Cystic Fibrosis (CF) and is eventually (probably sooner than later but hopefully not) going to die. Well one of my favorite TV series to watch is Touched By An Angel. It's so good. Well I watched one about a 10 year old boy that had CF and died. It made me cry so hard but it's been my favorite one yet. I'm so scared though that Madeline will die. But if/when she does die I hope that she dies like he did. He died surrounded by angels feeling loved and accomplished and that's everything I could wish for, for Madeline. In six months they are going to test her for a lung transplant and hopefully get her on the list to help prolong her life. I guess this is where I trust you, God? Huh? Anyway so please be keeping her in your prayers.

I really should start reading my bible more so please pray that God just takes hold of my heart and gives me the willingness and desire to read more please! I LOVE YOU GOD AND KNOW YOUR WILL BE DONE!!!

~Good night~